Sigh..
Mid Year started liao.. DX.. So not good.. ._.

1st paper was English o.o..
Usual compo and report writing..
I seriously dont like report writing.. ><
Makes me confuse with all the points here and there..
So..does this means im gonna fail my report wrting..? =\
No way..
And for the compo.. I write about mistaken identity..
Which also meant Mas Selamat.. Haha! XD
What..? I mean.. Its my story right??

Ok erm..
Tomorrow is SS..
3 chapters to memorise..
Which means im gonna die..
So.. good luck to all then.. XD

Its been exactly 1 week..since the mourning period..
Haiz.. I better put that thing aside..

5 more days to Mid Year..
And i dont understand how to do covalent bond.. ._.
All i know is that.. It is bonding between only non-solid elements..
Nevermind, i also dont care..
O_O

I'll update later.. If i have the time..

Till then...

Its 4.15am..
And look, im still awake..
Dunno why..
Sufferring from a back pain..
From the spine actually..
And its very distracting because i couldnt sleep..

This few days..(Saturday,Sunday and Monday mornings)
I woke up at a sudden..directly on 3.45am..
I mean.. what the hell?
I want sleep = i cannot sleep
I dun wan sleep = i can sleep...
=.=

Got nothing to blog ah..
Today gonna stay in school..
To study maybe poa and chem?
Oh well..

Im really..really..emotional..

2 great things..just have to happen..at 1 time..
Saddening..
Seniors stepped down today..
All of you will be missed..no matter who you are..

Did the speech today..
But before that..i received a sms from my mum..saying that..my..my..
I just cannot sayy it out..
Super down.. Just down..

Did the speech..with the not-usual me..
Due to that sms..
I just couldnt think straight..
Its like my brain suddenly snapped..

Speech done.. I go out and cry..
Cry, cry, cry..
Haiz.. Guess this is just life?
I just should get over it..

Then was movie time..
I wanted to cry but..i just couldnt anymore..
Dried tears? Maybe..
Then picture time..
Tried to become myself..
Doing all the stupid stuffs that I always do..

Finally went home..to grandma's house..
And locked myself in a room..
Dont know why, dun even want to find out..
Danfeng called me and tried to cheer me up..
I talked normally on the phone like nothing happen..
But when i put down the phone..
The feelings came back..

Twist and turn..
Im not the one I use to be..
It may take a long time to cure these wounds..
Or..maybe never..

Now.. Im trying my best to forget..
but i dont think it'll go away..
Anyway, thanks for the care and concerns yeah..?

Till then, its goodbye..

Tiring day.. x.x

Just now after school went up to the band room..
Slacked and wanted to play psp.. But bandmates come and go..to play my psp.. -.-
Then went to home econs room to bake something.. Some people SHOULD know only.. Haha!
Then.. psp no batt.. nevermind.. only cannot play lor ._.

Around 5pm.. Went out of school to buy stuffs..
The bad thing is that it was raining SUPERBLY heavy.. (is superbly a word?? O_O)
Run like zoom zoom train to the shop..
Buy, buy, buy and spent, spent, spent then run back to school..
And im seriously catching a cold.. Aww man.. DX

Slacked in band room doing absolutely stupid stuffs..
I mean really stupid stuffs..
"Macam budak bodoh.." Haha!.. Whoops, i meant like a stupid kid..
Then went home to get changed to buy even more stuffs.. ._.

Went shopping with Brandon, Danfeng, Tessa and Tina at tpc.
Shop shop shop then I became moody..
Moody as in sick moody and not emo moody hor.. =\

Now im home.. And I want to sleep..

Till then...

Speech Day was fantabulous!!
Everybody did great..
The bandies did well!! =D
But before that even happen...
Lets have a flashback.. XD

In the morning, passed Randall my black shoes..
Then went up to the band room for breakfast..
Make jokes with the euphonium and trombone section..
Hilarious.. XD
And oh yeah.. I almost got raped by my junior.. x.x
She keep on pinching my "neh-neh".. LOL!!
Kena pinch.. Somemore its like repeatedly.. Arghh!!
Lucky never blue-black arghh... XD

Then after we performed..
We need to do the finale..
I must say.. Its better then before.. seriously...
After that.. Took photographs..
Then got meeting between err.. cannot tell.. XD
After meeting..went to fork and spoon with Brandon, Zhi An, Tessa, Tina, Danfeng, Hui Xuan and Zhong Yi..
I didnt want to eat or drink.. but..
Danfeng, Tessa and Tina keep on like making me to eat something even though when i wasnt hungry..
I continued to play Pinball on Shivam's lappy so that I wont get tempted..
But in the end.. I cannot take it then i go buy ice milo.. -.-

After all that.. Talked a while and went home..
Exciting day..

But I feel sad cause the graduating seniors are stepping down..
Well.. you get the point.. T_T

Im just inactive about posting..
Its not gonna die and that's a promise..
Unless I say so anyway.. -_-

Fyi, I just woke up from sleep.. XD

Oh yeah, tomorrow's speech day..
Im gonna look so _ _ _ _ tomorrow..
With a pink tie and "formal" wear..
Like the attire for the band's concert.. x.x

Wait a minute, I still need to lend Randall my black shoes..
Must not forget that..

Aww man..
My throat is hurting me like hell..
My back hurts a lot as well..
I cant sit/stand too straight..
Wtf.. guess I have no choice but to stand the pain..

Anyway, today went on as per normal..
After the modular thingy, went to band room to slack..
Then went home and I dont know what i did.. =_=

When can I really turn to my emo side..
Its no use being in the middle..
Change now.. Change..for the better future..

Im feeling super super tired today..
Dont ask me why..
I just feel like sleeping..

Today got band..
Everything went normal I guess..
Overture Jubiloso is stress.. =\
Especially the last page of the song..
Ahhh!! #$^*()!*@%#$#
Anyway.. I dont know what to write anyway.. =\

Why is life like this..
Haiz.. I totally give up on it..

Just came back from Beatty's concert..
Now im super tired..

Tomorrow got band..
Drag myself to school again due to lack of sleep..
Confirm chop chop 100% stamp..

Anyway, hope that Mr Kong gets well soon so that we can start our E math again..

I guess it was meant to be this way..
Time to change..to a person i never become..

Enjoyable day today..
Especially in the band room.. Haha..!! XD
Doing some funny things.. =\
Trying to find the childhood memories I lost.. O_O

Bus-ed home and did my homework..
All done.. I think =\

I'll never be the same again..
I guess I'll be on my emo side from now on..
Pleas understand..

Emotional day...
Dont ask why..
I dont want to say anything about it...
No mood for anything..
It's all gone in the drain..

Other than that..
Tomorrow got inter-class basketball..
No mood play...
See what I'll be tomorrow then..

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