Wednesday, 16 April 2008 ' 4/16/2008 09:21:00 pm ♥
Im really..really..emotional..
2 great things..just have to happen..at 1 time..
Saddening..
Seniors stepped down today..
All of you will be missed..no matter who you are..
Did the speech today..
But before that..i received a sms from my mum..saying that..my..my..
I just cannot sayy it out..
Super down.. Just down..
Did the speech..with the not-usual me..
Due to that sms..
I just couldnt think straight..
Its like my brain suddenly snapped..
Speech done.. I go out and cry..
Cry, cry, cry..
Haiz.. Guess this is just life?
I just should get over it..
Then was movie time..
I wanted to cry but..i just couldnt anymore..
Dried tears? Maybe..
Then picture time..
Tried to become myself..
Doing all the stupid stuffs that I always do..
Finally went home..to grandma's house..
And locked myself in a room..
Dont know why, dun even want to find out..
Danfeng called me and tried to cheer me up..
I talked normally on the phone like nothing happen..
But when i put down the phone..
The feelings came back..
Twist and turn..
Im not the one I use to be..
It may take a long time to cure these wounds..
Or..maybe never..
Now.. Im trying my best to forget..
but i dont think it'll go away..
Anyway, thanks for the care and concerns yeah..?
Till then, its goodbye..
♥ and its all because of you ,
