<...It's just me and my memories...>

2009-01-01T16:15:00.004+08:00

Say bye bye to year 2008..
And hello to year 2009..
So whats your new year resolution?
I dun wan any, later cannot acheive how??
Suicide bomb arh??
No la.. Kidding..

Anyway.. tomorrow school start.. haiz..
But I dun seem sad.. It's too boring at home.. Bah
D=
Here's some pics from Egypt.. =D

2008-12-13T07:16:00.002+08:00

Meh meh..
Today going Egypt..
Woohoo!! =D
Leaving Singapore at 7+ pm..
Flights at night..
I hate night flights.. Lol..
Taking orders for keychains o.o
Who wants it come tell me, i need the correct number to buy them..
Thanks =D

2008-11-20T16:20:00.000+08:00

Wow.. Long time never post liao..
Holidays are kinda packed..
And its getting boring also o.o..
Dont you guys think so..?
Maybe i need a vacation =D

Lol.. I was kidding on that =.=

2008-10-28T23:42:00.002+08:00

Started bridging programme today..
Was quite..so-so
And i cant believe Matthew overslept and came in with funny looking clothes O_O
That really made my day lol..
After bridging went to SAFRA to play dota..
Won 1 match and quitted halfway in another..

A great start for the holiday i guess?
But im sure it's gonna get boring..
Oh geez.. =\

2008-10-22T21:33:00.002+08:00

This few days is very..very..boring..
Go to school got only a few teachers..
Most of the periods were free..
Today did skipping in class..
After about like 5-6 yrs? I think managed to do the double spin..
Or whatever its called..
Without teachers, time pass so slow..
With teachers, it pass so fast..

Very strange eh..? O_O

2008-10-16T22:16:00.002+08:00

Well.. I only failed Combine Humans and A Math..
I was freaking shocked to see my physics pass ok.
Didnt expect it to even reach the passing mark but i managed to do so..
Very unexpected..indeed..
Failed combine humanities by 2 and a half mark..
Like wtf..?
Sad man.. =\

2008-10-14T21:10:00.001+08:00

So far..
Only got 1 paper failed..
Thats A Math..
When can i pass A Math..
Shit man..
Sigh...
=.=

2008-10-03T19:47:00.002+08:00

Yep, one word and thats "fail"..

I think i flunked my English..

And not forgetting my SS..

Oh boy..

And I made a lot of careless mistakes in Math paper..

Can go jump down liao..

Damn..

2008-09-25T21:36:00.000+08:00

Exams in 4 more days..
Getting stress..
Everyday A Math mock exam..
x.x
Die die die..

2008-09-23T16:08:00.003+08:00

-6 more days to exams-

And the first day of exams will be like..doomsday..?

English paper 1, 2 and A Math..

A Math is like..super killer..

Since last thursday, everyday was A Math mock paper..
Im not complaining..

I guess its for my own good?

O_O

2008-09-17T09:49:00.001+08:00

Now in IT lab.
Do computer work. -.-
So sian.
And its freaking cold.
Air-con temperature was like less then 5 degree?

Damn. =\

2008-09-13T07:02:00.001+08:00

Its very boring this few days.
Fasting started.
Very tired also due to lack of sleep..
>.<

I wont let this blog die anyway.
So..peace out.. ^^

2008-09-04T16:02:00.002+08:00

Had band today.
Started off the morning with drills.
Presentation drills, not those serious types.

After that had combined.
Centuria and Whistle While You Work.
Getting stress each day.
Exchange is in 2 days.
=\

Chem remedial after that.
I forgot everything.
My mind was blank.
Only after a few minutes i got the information.
Was it due to lack of sleep..?
Maybe..

2008-08-30T05:30:00.001+08:00

Back after hiatus..
Got back my report book yesterday.
I must say, i've improved.
And there's no fail ( unlike MYE thanks to A Math)
Lol.
So whats next?
Study harder.
Exam coming after 5 weeks from now..
Oh boy..

2008-08-18T21:18:00.001+08:00

Omg.. This is so scary..
Went back home..
On computer..
KABOOM *thunder sounds*
RING* doorbell*

Open door nobody..
Sian.. x.x
Scary night.. D=

2008-08-14T23:00:00.001+08:00

Hmmm..
Common Test is here..
I think that my grades wont be as impressive..
I feel that i failed my Physics..
Arghh..
Tomorrow's MT..
But what is there to study???

=\

2008-08-06T20:58:00.001+08:00

Hahaha..
My bday today..
Turned 15 liao..
Must act like one..
*falls off chair*
LOL.. =\

Its a short post..
Nothing to blog..
peace! XD

2008-07-24T20:35:00.002+08:00

A very long day..
Started off with band..
Did some normal warming up stuffs..
Couldnt play any songs yet.. Think not enough time.. =\
After that, pass danfeng my psp.. lol..
I need to get off the addiction.. =\

Normal day bah..
Binomial Theorem is quite easy..
1st time saying an A Math topic easy..
*punches*
After school got phy remedial..
Mr Lee said that only 4 people passed the test..
Like WTF?!?

After that got soccer training..
Drains my energy away..
Being a goalkeeper is freaking hard..
With all the trainings and stuffs..
Next tuesday vs 4t..
Dont know can win or not bah..

D=

2008-07-21T19:57:00.002+08:00

Pe was really great..
Thrashed the other team 7-0.. XD
It was only between our class so yeah..
Then it rained heavily..

But its kinda weird..
The process was..
Rain at the other side of the field, never rain at the other side..
Then reverse..
Then both nvr kena, but the shelter got it..
And the process was repeated..
Till everywhere was being hit O_O

After that, school was fine..
But being wet and itchy is not fun -.-
Went for band after that..
Damn, the song YMCA is freaking hard DX!

2008-07-20T05:40:00.000+08:00

Its 5.41am now..
Woke up out of the blue..
Everytime confirm wake up this timing..
How to sleep more..
Hmmm..

2008-07-14T20:44:00.001+08:00

Oh ya i forgot..
We got GOLD for NBC..
Woots us!
Cant forget that.. XD

2008-07-14T20:38:00.003+08:00

Sian.. Very tired sia..
Pe was brutal.. x.x
Ran to the other side of the field 8 times..
With 40 push-ups,
40 sit-ups,
40 birpes ( not sure of spelling )
and lastly 38 star jumps..

After that, legs became wobbly like jelly.. -.-
Then its was ss essay test..
Managed to do it, but when it came to the conclusion..
My mind went blank and i have a thought like "omg, im so dead, i cant finish this."
Yet after that..was another test.. =.=
Math this time, and i couldnt finished it.. 6 marks just flew away..

Now im at home trying to finish/rushing up the debate thingy..
Need to write on Q-cards or is it queue cards o.o?
Gah.. Busy busy busy x.x

2008-07-08T19:46:00.001+08:00

Sian la..
Got nothing to update one..
Only messed up my Chem test..
Oh no..
*dies*

2008-07-01T20:53:00.002+08:00

Sick again.. -.-
Runny nose and flu.. Damn.. x.x
Lazy to blog also cause nothing to blog..

Today got soccer training..
And it was super tiring..
Run to stadium..
Run around the tracks.. 3km??
Then leg started to cramp..
Go back school have training match..
Makes my leg more cramp..
But it's nice la.. O_O

Then went home with Kevin and Rizal..
We look like dead people.. Lol..

Tomorrow got band in the morning..
Dragging myself to school then..

Now, its study time.. then sleep x.x

2008-06-25T21:14:00.002+08:00

Dang.. Im not feeling well today..
All started after school..
Body was super heaty..
But got band ma..
So i tahan all the way till home lor..

Then tomorrow got double chem..
My favourite LOL! =\
But maybe i should keep my mouth shut this time..
Cause i open my mouth a lot..during chem class =.=..
I'll use sickness as my reason.. No other choice ma..

Tomorrow also got morning band prac..
Wake up early lor.. x.x

2008-06-22T20:30:00.001+08:00

Haiz..
Tomorrow school start liao..
Trying to finish chem homework which is so..
difficult..
*gunshot*

But..im kinda looking forward to school..
rather then making my butt numb by sitting at home,
i rather to run around like mad..in school O_O
Ok.. i go chiong homework..

XD

2008-06-18T22:23:00.001+08:00

Haha..
Back from Thailand..
So fun O_O
And tiring at the same time..
Hahahahaha..
Ok, tomorrow then blog..

XD

2008-06-12T16:16:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the Thailand trip..
WOOHOO!!
Cant wait..
To be more exposed to the outer world.. XD
Well, its gonna be a 6 days 5 nights educational trip..
So most of it will be about band and well..education.. O_O

Anyway, i hope it will be enjoyable..
Cause if it's not..
Then..
I got nothing to say bah..
I also hope that we can play well bah..
As in the band..

So..till then..
I'll be away from 13/6-18/6..
And other taggers may spam my tagboard to keep it alive..
See.. I got put permission hor.. XD

2008-06-04T09:11:00.002+08:00

Wow..
The percussion ensemble was fabulous.. O_O
Funny dances..
Long hair guys.. O_O
Rhythmic actions..
Nice performance la..
And Sherman was laughing at i dunno what.. (I forgot already) -.-

Then after that went to Long John Silver to eat..
Want to eat liao..
They laugh and laugh..
Dont know who start 1st..
Then i almost choke on my drink and food..
And didnt finish it cause i wasnt feeling very well after eating..

Went to the arcade for some basketball action..
Thrashed Brandon and Sherman..
HAHAHAHAHA!!
Then we play the photo hunt..
Damn hard to spot the differences..
Went home after that to sleep.. duh O_O

Today going to Msia..
Kena force de.. lmao..
Dont know what i'll do there..
And dont sms me cause it'll be super ex..
So i'll off my phone when Im there..
I'll be back in the evening?
Probably.. I dun care anyway..

Well, tats all for now..

-Riding with the wave-

2008-06-03T15:29:00.001+08:00

Hahas..
Long time nvr update liao..
I dunno wat to update..
So i apologize..
LMAO!

Ok, been reading books and playing private maplestory this few days..
This shows that I study ok..
Actually to expand my vocab.. LOL

Ok bah.. Stop here..
Later going NYP for peformance.. XD

2008-05-23T18:37:00.002+08:00

The long awaited results is here..
Well..err, lemme just post it out..and let me know what you guys think.. =\

English: 56.9 (C5)
Malay: 63.6(B3)
Additional Math: 32.7(F9)
Math: 71.9(A2)
Science(Phy/Chem): 76.5(A1)
Combine Humanities: 53.6(C6)
POA: 70.6(A2)

L1R4 aggregate: 14
L1R5 aggregate: 20

I personally think it sucks though..
Especially my 'A' Math..
Disappointing.. but oh well..
Lesson learnt..

So moral of the story?
Pratice, practice, practice, practice and more practice..

June holidays may be here..
But im packed with stuffs..
As in a lot of stuffs..
Haiz.. Need to manage my time well..
If not.. I'll get sucky results..

~Walking away with the wave~

2008-05-20T23:21:00.003+08:00

Damn tired today..
x.x + leg cramp = dead body..
Played soccer against 'C' boys today..
With our own so called '3E' boys.. And not forgetting fithri o.o..
1st half.. Played super terribly..
And were down 3-1
During break, discuss some so called 'tactics'..

2nd half was wonderful.. O_O
from 3-1 to 6-4..
And yes we were leading XD
And that my leg began to cramp..
1st it was the left leg.. then the right wants to follow..
Lol.. Anyway.. went home and rest after that..

2008-05-13T15:06:00.003+08:00

Credits to Nicola for doing the picture above! XD
See, dont think I wont give credit hor.. =X
And yes, its done perfectly.. =D
Practice a lot cause it will be more perfect.. haha XD

I think today is gonna be a colourful post.. =_=
Lemme see, what did i do today.. O_O
Ok.. -thinking in progress-
Oh! Played dota and cabal.. -.-
Dota was mainly about training..
And Cabal was mainly..about training as well.. What the hell.. -.-

Since its gonna be a colourful post..
Im gonna use different colours..
Its lame i know.. -.-

Ok.. I dont know what to write liao..
Later then post again.. XD
I think O_O..

Psst!
This is the 1st picture I've ever posted in the blog..
I know im slow.. Dont need to tell me.. *gunshot*
And for that, have to thank Nicola also.. Hahaha!
Ok im done.. O_O

2008-05-09T20:59:00.002+08:00

Today was super fun man..
After exams, went home, changed and went to safra..
To play cs and dota with kevin and his gang..
Damn funny man..
Barnabas didnt know hw to play just kept on kena killed by us..

1st round: Team members was me, kevin and alan VS liao wei, barnabas and mars..
Outcome: My team won O_O
And..oh ya..I was using dwarven sniper..(last skill is so power.. XD)

2nd round: Team members was me, liao wei and liao wei's fren VS kevin, alan, mars and barnabas..
Outcome: My team won again XD
At that round, I was using sand king..(stunning ownage.. O_O)

3rd round: Team members were the same as the 1st round..
Outcome: Couldnt decide as the time was up..
I was using dragon knight and it rocks!
Can transform into green, red and blue dragon.. Wahahaha XD

Out of the 3 rounds.. I think the 1st round was the most memorable 1..
Because, it's been like a year since I touch that game..
And i was suprised that we can still won.. Seriously.. XD

Then after that went to Kevin's house and borrowed Mars's thumbdrive..
So that i can practice on dota.. O_O
Then went home and rest.. like finally lol..

So..Monday is the last exam..
And Im looking forward to 'ace' it..If i can that is..
Cant wait to have the few days sleeping at home..

Signing off XD

2008-05-07T17:50:00.002+08:00

POA and Math..

POA is ok.. but a lot of careless mistake..
No confidence la ._.
I know i suck..
No need to say.. ._.

Math.. like Mr Kong said.. was quite easy..
Just that i couldnt remember all the equations and that..
Minus around 5-10 marks..
And i was really panic when the teacher said there's 10 minutes left..
When there was 30 minutes left, i began humming..
And thanks to that, i managed to solve some of the questions.. lol.. -.-

And i was rushing to fill in that 1 or 2 blanks..
But there was no time..
So forget..
Chance is wasted..
And it'll never come again..

2008-05-06T15:35:00.002+08:00

Haiz..

Math..Math..
Depression over Math..
Why must Math be so hard..?
Why must it be so hard till I cannot finish the paper..
Sigh..
Tomorrow E Math paper 1.. Hope I can score well..

I think I made a lot of teacher disappointed..
With my low marks..
Wrong format of writing..
Guess I no hope bah..

But Chem was easy though o.o..
*sighs*

2008-05-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

Ok.. Blog was on hiatus..

Exams.. Stressful days..
Tomorrow is seriously gonna kill..
E math paper 2 and geog..
All need memorisation.. *dies*

Suay suay..
I dont think i did well for this exams..
Wait, i never did.. *emos*

Who cares anyway ._.
Oh well, back to studying..

2008-04-28T21:32:00.003+08:00

Sigh..
Mid Year started liao.. DX.. So not good.. ._.

1st paper was English o.o..
Usual compo and report writing..
I seriously dont like report writing.. ><
Makes me confuse with all the points here and there..
So..does this means im gonna fail my report wrting..? =\
No way..
And for the compo.. I write about mistaken identity..
Which also meant Mas Selamat.. Haha! XD
What..? I mean.. Its my story right??

Ok erm..
Tomorrow is SS..
3 chapters to memorise..
Which means im gonna die..
So.. good luck to all then.. XD

2008-04-23T19:23:00.002+08:00

Its been exactly 1 week..since the mourning period..
Haiz.. I better put that thing aside..

5 more days to Mid Year..
And i dont understand how to do covalent bond.. ._.
All i know is that.. It is bonding between only non-solid elements..
Nevermind, i also dont care..
O_O

I'll update later.. If i have the time..

Till then...

2008-04-21T04:12:00.002+08:00

Its 4.15am..
And look, im still awake..
Dunno why..
Sufferring from a back pain..
From the spine actually..
And its very distracting because i couldnt sleep..

This few days..(Saturday,Sunday and Monday mornings)
I woke up at a sudden..directly on 3.45am..
I mean.. what the hell?
I want sleep = i cannot sleep
I dun wan sleep = i can sleep...
=.=

Got nothing to blog ah..
Today gonna stay in school..
To study maybe poa and chem?
Oh well..

2008-04-16T21:21:00.002+08:00

Im really..really..emotional..

2 great things..just have to happen..at 1 time..
Saddening..
Seniors stepped down today..
All of you will be missed..no matter who you are..

Did the speech today..
But before that..i received a sms from my mum..saying that..my..my..
I just cannot sayy it out..
Super down.. Just down..

Did the speech..with the not-usual me..
Due to that sms..
I just couldnt think straight..
Its like my brain suddenly snapped..

Speech done.. I go out and cry..
Cry, cry, cry..
Haiz.. Guess this is just life?
I just should get over it..

Then was movie time..
I wanted to cry but..i just couldnt anymore..
Dried tears? Maybe..
Then picture time..
Tried to become myself..
Doing all the stupid stuffs that I always do..

Finally went home..to grandma's house..
And locked myself in a room..
Dont know why, dun even want to find out..
Danfeng called me and tried to cheer me up..
I talked normally on the phone like nothing happen..
But when i put down the phone..
The feelings came back..

Twist and turn..
Im not the one I use to be..
It may take a long time to cure these wounds..
Or..maybe never..

Now.. Im trying my best to forget..
but i dont think it'll go away..
Anyway, thanks for the care and concerns yeah..?

Till then, its goodbye..

2008-04-15T22:46:00.002+08:00

Tiring day.. x.x

Just now after school went up to the band room..
Slacked and wanted to play psp.. But bandmates come and go..to play my psp.. -.-
Then went to home econs room to bake something.. Some people SHOULD know only.. Haha!
Then.. psp no batt.. nevermind.. only cannot play lor ._.

Around 5pm.. Went out of school to buy stuffs..
The bad thing is that it was raining SUPERBLY heavy.. (is superbly a word?? O_O)
Run like zoom zoom train to the shop..
Buy, buy, buy and spent, spent, spent then run back to school..
And im seriously catching a cold.. Aww man.. DX

Slacked in band room doing absolutely stupid stuffs..
I mean really stupid stuffs..
"Macam budak bodoh.." Haha!.. Whoops, i meant like a stupid kid..
Then went home to get changed to buy even more stuffs.. ._.

Went shopping with Brandon, Danfeng, Tessa and Tina at tpc.
Shop shop shop then I became moody..
Moody as in sick moody and not emo moody hor.. =\

Now im home.. And I want to sleep..

Till then...

2008-04-12T15:38:00.002+08:00

Speech Day was fantabulous!!
Everybody did great..
The bandies did well!! =D
But before that even happen...
Lets have a flashback.. XD

In the morning, passed Randall my black shoes..
Then went up to the band room for breakfast..
Make jokes with the euphonium and trombone section..
Hilarious.. XD
And oh yeah.. I almost got raped by my junior.. x.x
She keep on pinching my "neh-neh".. LOL!!
Kena pinch.. Somemore its like repeatedly.. Arghh!!
Lucky never blue-black arghh... XD

Then after we performed..
We need to do the finale..
I must say.. Its better then before.. seriously...
After that.. Took photographs..
Then got meeting between err.. cannot tell.. XD
After meeting..went to fork and spoon with Brandon, Zhi An, Tessa, Tina, Danfeng, Hui Xuan and Zhong Yi..
I didnt want to eat or drink.. but..
Danfeng, Tessa and Tina keep on like making me to eat something even though when i wasnt hungry..
I continued to play Pinball on Shivam's lappy so that I wont get tempted..
But in the end.. I cannot take it then i go buy ice milo.. -.-

After all that.. Talked a while and went home..
Exciting day..

But I feel sad cause the graduating seniors are stepping down..
Well.. you get the point.. T_T

2008-04-11T22:30:00.003+08:00

Im just inactive about posting..
Its not gonna die and that's a promise..
Unless I say so anyway.. -_-

Fyi, I just woke up from sleep.. XD

Oh yeah, tomorrow's speech day..
Im gonna look so _ _ _ _ tomorrow..
With a pink tie and "formal" wear..
Like the attire for the band's concert.. x.x

Wait a minute, I still need to lend Randall my black shoes..
Must not forget that..

2008-04-08T21:42:00.002+08:00

Aww man..
My throat is hurting me like hell..
My back hurts a lot as well..
I cant sit/stand too straight..
Wtf.. guess I have no choice but to stand the pain..

Anyway, today went on as per normal..
After the modular thingy, went to band room to slack..
Then went home and I dont know what i did.. =_=

When can I really turn to my emo side..
Its no use being in the middle..
Change now.. Change..for the better future..

2008-04-05T20:29:00.003+08:00

Im feeling super super tired today..
Dont ask me why..
I just feel like sleeping..

Today got band..
Everything went normal I guess..
Overture Jubiloso is stress.. =\
Especially the last page of the song..
Ahhh!! #$^*()!*@%#$#
Anyway.. I dont know what to write anyway.. =\

Why is life like this..
Haiz.. I totally give up on it..

2008-04-04T22:17:00.001+08:00

Just came back from Beatty's concert..
Now im super tired..

Tomorrow got band..
Drag myself to school again due to lack of sleep..
Confirm chop chop 100% stamp..

Anyway, hope that Mr Kong gets well soon so that we can start our E math again..

I guess it was meant to be this way..
Time to change..to a person i never become..

2008-04-03T21:43:00.005+08:00

Enjoyable day today..
Especially in the band room.. Haha..!! XD
Doing some funny things.. =\
Trying to find the childhood memories I lost.. O_O

Bus-ed home and did my homework..
All done.. I think =\

I'll never be the same again..
I guess I'll be on my emo side from now on..
Pleas understand..

2008-04-02T21:01:00.001+08:00

Emotional day...
Dont ask why..
I dont want to say anything about it...
No mood for anything..
It's all gone in the drain..

Other than that..
Tomorrow got inter-class basketball..
No mood play...
See what I'll be tomorrow then..

2008-03-28T16:16:00.003+08:00

Freaking tired..

Had sports day today..
Guessed hw many rounds i ran..?
Rounds as in 100m..
1? Nuh uh
2? Not even close
3? Dream on
4? What the hell..?
5? I doubt so..
6? Nah.. But getting closer..
7-10? You're absolutely right! *gives a cookie to whoever guesses it*

My leg is feeling very very tired and worn out..
Tomorrow got band.. ._. *no comments*
I just want to sleep *stabs self*
Even though we didnt win any medals..
Im kinda proud cause they participate a lot..
What matters is teamwork..
Medals is just an extra reward..

=D

2008-03-27T19:39:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's sports day and I dont think I'm gonna enjoy it..
Why you may ask?
This is my answer..
I'll be participating in 6 events..yes i mean 6 events.. x.x (stabs self)
Events i'll be participating is: 4x100 boys, 4x100 mix, soccer, tug-of-war(not confirmed), 4x100 boys for cca, 4x100 mix for cca..

What the hell.. Cannot make it la.. x.x (kills self)
Even if i can survive all this, the last resort will probably to faint.. I mean seriously..
If not faint, then legs will be jelly-like and i'll walk in a stupid walk..
Or maybe I should faint and get sent to the hospital ._.

6 events, 1 boy = natural disaster.. Get wad I mean..? O_O?

2008-03-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

Tiring day.. Nuff said??

School was as usual.. Math, English, blah blah blah.. ._.
After school got Maths Remedial..
Learn new topic called err, coordinate geometry..
Gradient and all that is making me confuse.. x.x

Then it was band x.x
Sectionals till 6.15+ i think..
Then the ex-cos do pumping..
A couple of people laugh including me that is..
Then need to do 10 pumping..
Actually I wasnt suppose to do pumpings.. But i decided to do anyway.. A sacrifice? Maybe..
I dont care.. Who cares ._.

Then reach home chiong homework and now im dead sleepy..

The end of my life part err.. 1? O_O

2008-03-20T13:11:00.002+08:00

Back from Sec 3 camp x.x..
Very tired la but it was the most enjoyable camp i've ever had!
Im serious O_O

I couldnt remember much..
But there are a lot of activities like..
Flying fox, absailing, high elements, water slide (recommended hohoho XD), general stations like the low wall and lots more!

For me, the best activity was kayaking and the water slide!
Kayaking requires a lot of body strength even though your hands do most of the work..
Co-ordination is needed between partners if they are using a two-seater kayak..

Water slide rocks as well!!
I was muddy before this and when i went in, i came out clean O_O
Got addicted and tried about 3 times and each time was better then the others..

But when I reach home..I realised how much I missed the camp..
Fun, enjoyable but it was sorrow when you leave a very nice place..
Anyway, sleeping place was a no-no.. Very itchy.. =\

Thats all I guess?
I'll try to remember a.s.a.p =D

2008-03-16T21:33:00.002+08:00

1 week over already? And i didnt enjoy any day about it..
Only for the cruise that is...
A 4d/3n cruise was fun experience..
Arcade was fun O_O especially the guitar game..
Makes you have the imagination of playing a real guitar..
Room was super duper small..
4 beds in 1 room = good game ._.

Short holidays = sucks
Long holidays = rocks

Short holidays like nothing to do and it makes me bored..
Long holidays are totally long and u can plan what u wanna do for the 4 weeks..
Maybe 1 week of gaming, 1 week of homework and 2 weeks or study?
I dont care anyway ._.

Tomorrow school = more homework, stress and what the heck..
Tuesday-Thursday = camp = backache, stomach ache, cough and etc..
Friday = no school (maybe a time to rest? Nah, isnt it good friday?)

Wait, why am I even planning? Let time fly without a trace..

Here's a quote from a tv show i think, "In a war between the heart and mind, always listen to your heart."
Quite meaningful quote aint it..?

Left without hearing footsteps..
Till then, its goodbye..

2008-03-13T08:09:00.002+08:00

Tired.. Yesterday just came back from cruise..
Did nothing much though..
The room was awfully small..
And with 4 beds too O_O

Later got poa remedial.. What the.. Cannot rest ah..
Need to drag myself to school...again..

2008-03-09T10:34:00.000+08:00

Sayonara peeps..
Im off..

Till the next 3 days.. =\

2008-03-09T08:11:00.000+08:00

O_O.. Report book = terrible..
At least I passed all O_O (including my 'E' and 'A' Math) XD

Gonna leave S'pore soon.. At err 12pm..
Go somewhere which i dont know..
All i know is that its gonna be a cruise O_O

Coming back on 12 March..
Have a great time without me O_O.. XD

Till then,
its goodbye..

2008-03-04T21:57:00.001+08:00

Oh.. I did forget to mention that..
I dont think I will get a single 'A' in the report book..
Oh well.. gg.. x.x

2008-03-04T20:40:00.000+08:00

Uhh.. Current mood:mixed..

Results for today..
English: 21/30
Chem: 20/25

2 A's out of...err.. 7 or 8 subjects..
Die liao.. Must must improve.. =\

2008-03-03T20:36:00.002+08:00

Haiz.. I really have no mood ok..
Bad results..bad life..everything bad la..
Next time i post my sucky results ok?

Sigh..

-Wandering off to nowhere-

Edit: Here's my results for now that is..

Accounts: 32 half/50
Mother Tongue: 27/50
"A" Math: 15/40
"E" Math: 21/50

Sucky results arent they? Haiz..

2008-02-29T20:23:00.002+08:00

SS was quite easy.. But geog was..well..brutal..
I guess i'll fail geog.. And i'll probably get grounded anyway.. So..yeah..

After school played soccer..
Till my legs almost died..
I feel unlucky today..
A lot of people bang into me..
The ball hits my face whenever it gets a chance to..
And my hands are like jelly now..

._.".. I died..
R.I.P..
06 August 93-29 Feb 08

2008-02-28T19:45:00.001+08:00

Mother Tongue was quite ok..
I got most of the questions right..i think..

Physics is 17/25.. A B3.. Not a bad grade for me..

Chiong SS and geog again.. Tomorrow last test..
=D

2008-02-27T19:34:00.001+08:00

Physics and chem was ok I guess..
Finished them at 1 go..
Was stressed at some question but I got over it..
Did a careless careless mistake for physics..but nevermind..
Then it was geog..need to draw waterfall and the process..
Quite ok la.. =D

Tomorrow is MT paper..
Im weak at that subject.. Very shameful to me.. =\
Nevermind.. Must buck up..
Chiong forward!!

2008-02-26T18:49:00.003+08:00

'E' Math = die..
I wan cry liao la.. Both Math cannot.. How to go accountancy course..
After exams i chiong 10 math questions everyday liao.. Heck care..

Tomorrow is Chem, Phy and Geog.. All killer papers..
Must study hard.. Jiayou me.. =)
All the best for the other papers too guys! =D

2008-02-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

Omg.. 'A' Math fail liao.. GG! >.<

Tmr 'E' Math.. more gg..! >.<
Back to studying! *roars*

=D

2008-02-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Sian liao.. Tomorrow common test..

Math so stress like omg..
'A' Math, must be prepared liao..
Must give my best shot..

But before that, can I just die.. O_O?

2008-02-19T20:46:00.003+08:00

Sigh, I've been abandoning my blog.. And im probably moodless again..

Everytime, there is sure to be something in my mind..
I cant concentrate..
I cant seem to do any revisions..
I seem to be sleepy all the time..
And common test is around the corner.. How am I gonna make it?

With these and all, it's sure im gonna fail..
I mean, I cant study and all that, the thoughts is just too...well..nevermind..
And the way Im playing in band is not up to standard already.. I want to give up.. Give up also no use, need to face life.. Haiz

If this continues, im sure to lose out.. Lose the person I care most and not to forget teachers, friends and even family..
How to survive.. I wish i was really dead right now..

2008-02-15T21:48:00.002+08:00

Haiz.. Im moodless to post..

Today went on a trip.. To S'pore Discovery Centre.. And Army Museum..
Ok la for the trip.. Food was nice though..

Went back school at around 12+ and slacked till 1.30pm.. Then went to play bball..
At 2.30pm, went to play soccer..
Then at around 5+ go slack then go play bball again..
Kena bang by Sherman and my elbow bleed.. Got white patch.. He like 1 big wall.. ._."
Got plaster liao then continue bball till about 6+..
Went home with Stephanie..

2008-02-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

Today very tired la.. I wake up like want to die like that..
Walk also like zombie O_O
But dont have red eye leh..

In bus ride also can sleep.. O_O
Sleep like nobody business.. O_O
Never noticed my bus stop.. O_O
Lucky someone reminded me.. O_O

School was normal, the old boring day..
Studies went on just find..
And I find the topic standard from quite easy O_O..
But then cannot be too overconfident..

Now im slacking.. -.-
Now i got red eyes.. -.-
Now im sleepy.. -.-
Now im on msn.. -.-
Now im blogging.. -.-
Now im crapping.. -.-
Now im ending my post.. -.-

O_O lol.. =D

2008-02-07T03:35:00.000+08:00

Ok.. 55th post.. Like finally.. O_O

So, yesterday we had our Chinese New Year performance.. Wasnt too bad I guess?
Even people make mistakes all the time so it cant be perfect..can it?
Once performance is done, went to tpy central with alan, archie, kevin and rajiv..
Kevin wanted to buy red t-shirts for his CNY so, he went to try-out while the rest of us window shop..
Cant believe window shopping can be so fun.. =X

Then took the bus and walked with Kevin, saw my mum and walked with her..
Then its gaming and studying all the way..
Practically thats all i guess O_O..

To all: I would like to wish everyone a happy and prosperous CNY! Even though its a short holiday, you can get $$.. XD

2008-02-04T19:57:00.000+08:00

54th post for today.. I wanna make it 55! =)

So yeah, usual day with school and so on..
And Math is starting to get confusing, nevermind, i'll ask for help around.. @_@
And had a Malay expository compo test.. I think i'll fail cause my Malay is one of the weakest subject..or should i say is the weakest.. T_T
Then err, instead of having English, went to Pulau Bukom located near Sentosa I believe??
It was err, damn damn boring!? I slept when the movie was playing.. O_O
Everything was fine then, I didnt take down any notes and they said it was a project so err, game over for me??

Had band as usual, only arrived at around 5pm and they were like, "Eh Zul, go the hall for practice!" I speechless cause I just went up then need go down again.. Very troublesome..
Then practiced for the concert which is on Wednesday, 1st in the performance list.. @_@
Then err, Shivam asked me to fall them in which is ok i think.. Its just that their reaction very slow.. Lol
Then walked home with Stephanie and im here blogging.. =D

P.S: I still love my life! XD

2008-02-02T05:13:00.000+08:00

Ok ermm.. New blogskin is done, credits to Serene for helping me.. *thumbs up*
And err, i apologize for the small fonts, its meant to be that way, squeeze ur eye to see.. Lol

Oh, yesterday was like the best assembly in my whole sec school life..
The instrument, the music = very nice..
I must say the chinese flute sounds very very different then a normal flute..
And the instrument that looks lika a violin or guitar but has 2 strings sounds nice too..

Then as usual, went home and rot for the whole day..
And thats bout it..

2008-01-28T19:58:00.000+08:00

I cried to sleep yesterday..and i dont want to mention what happen..

I woke up, not feeling myself and got blamed for whatever stupid reasons..
I just want to cry, why do people blame me for blank or no reason at all?
Computer spoil means come find me, buy groceries also come find me?
I mean, people have their own things to do and they got legs right?
Can they just go down for like a 2 minutes walk and come back up?
I dont get this world.. I can just whine here for who I care..

Lets just get back to today..
Everything was normal..till math lesson..
I didnt know how to do about 12 math question.. But all was related, so I asked my fren and she taught me how to do 1..
I did manage to do, but with under pressure, I almost cried.. 1 question = 5 minutes.. Imagine a whole paper thats an hour, can you even do it?
1 question is worse, took me 20 minutes to solve..

Why am I so slow? I see others understanding and understanding, I try to teach myself but sadly no hope..
Might as well fail math and fail everything..
Im sick and tired of this, sigh..

2008-01-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. Even though im tired, i cant even close my eyes..
No wonder i have eyebags..Zzz
Anyway, normal boring day, dont want to speak much..
Nothing special, eyes are red, body aching.. Zzz

2008-01-26T06:56:00.000+08:00

Long time nvr post liao.. Too many homework or jus couldnt have time for computer..
Anyway, later got band buy dunno what time end..
Im pretty tired cause i only had like 2 hours of sleep and or should i say, cant even sleep..
But nontheless, i still need to work on the solo, may it be low or high, doesnt matter..
My trombone tone getting worst each day, i need to buck up..

Im still down with a slight fever, cough and irritating flu..
Damn my immune system, must eat a lot of veggies liao lol..

Anyway, i'll update later due to band..

Signing off,
Zul (Sky)

2008-01-19T18:57:00.000+08:00

K.. Errr... Sigh..

Today didnt go for band.. Was sick.. Sister go spread to me.. Talking about weak immune system... D=
Talking about not improving my solo.. D=
Solo from "The Legend from Yao" (dunno correct spelling or not) is super super high until i also cannot reach.. Grr, stupid 'A' note.. D=

Anyway.. Kinda slacked today.. And slept..a lot.. Then on com play lor..
Yes, my life is boring.. Thank you very much.. XD
I'll stop here, see if i want to update later..

Sigh..It seems i dun exist in your life...

2008-01-16T19:31:00.000+08:00

Freak man.. Im tired liao.. Every part of my body hurts.. >.<

Anyway, had band today and then games.. Went home and bathe then blog lor..
Sian la, i dun have the mood to blog la..
I cant seem to focus on my studies now, something is always in my mind.. D=

Sigh.. I regretted now.. Damn it..

2008-01-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. School is boring..

Had tons of homework.. Math, English and etc.
Start the morning with a pathetic situation..
Just because im the class monitor (class chairman) doesnt mean im always holding the keys..
I repeat, NOT ALWAYS..
Arghh, why cant people jus understand..

Then got band.. Sec 1 came to our bandroom and i didnt like it..
If they were not paying attention.. They should not even bother coming.. Seriously.. Waste our time to impress you people..
Then went home..

On computer, do homework, halfway doing then broke down..
Bad news always come in different packages.. zzz
Didnt even finish my homework.. I cry out loud.. People thinks im crazy..
Argh, whatever, life is life.. I dun want to talk this few days.. Please understand me..

Sigh.. All hopes are gone..

2008-01-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

Well.. Horrible..

Long pants really stinks. Im not used to it. 1st thing go school got laughed at and its irritating. >.<
In class got chosen as class monitor...again..
Sec 1: vice-chairman
Sec 2: chairman
Sec 3: chairman
Sec 4..?

Guess it out..

2008-01-01T20:09:00.000+08:00

New Year's Day is here.. A new year born, the year 2008.
Basically, i got a lot of wishes for this year. Well, maybe i'll list some..
Nah, I change my mind.. Wishes are meant to be kept in heart.. =)

2007 has pass by so fast that I didnt noe it was the end of 2007.
Kinda regretted actually. Mixed feelings. Happy, sad, depressed and etc.
But then, nevermind..

The year 2008, a new year full of hope, blah and blah.
Anyway, all the best to the peeps!
May 2008 be a fruitful year!

2007-12-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

Ah.. Yes, another boring rotting at home day.. Holidays arent good, especially when you cant go out and things like that.. Whats the use of the holiday if you dont have any freedom?
Nevermind to that, I was just wondering..

Was really rotting at home when somebody told me that we need to buy some sort of presents for the band. Really made me panic as I didnt have any money you see.
So yeah, slacking all the way through. Till about 6pm, went down to buy chocolates as so called "christmas present".

So, bought them and was on my way home.. Till i noticed some young children probably the age of 3-7 years old playing at the playground.
It stopped me and brought me to thoughts or we can call it flashbacks..
They were like so happy and enjoying themselves.. Haha, running here and there.
Memories rush through me and I was smiling about for no reason.. Or was I just smiling at the children.. Haha..

Anyway.. Yeah, thats all I guess..
Signing off..

2007-12-25T14:00:00.000+08:00

This is taken from a forum i went just seconds ago..

How many of you know the true meaning of Christmas? No its not giving and receiving presents. Christmas is the celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ, for Christians.

However Christmas is now so commercialized, almost everyone celebrates it, well that's still ok, but WHY do they celebrate it? Because of materialism. Most people think Christmas as nothing more than a holiday period where they can look forward to presents.

What has this got to do with Santa? The origins of Santa Claus vary, but undoubtedly though, he is now the representation of what Christmas has become, little more than a commercialized hoo-haa. There's nothing wrong with the exchange of gifts alone, however the ignorance and yet participation of the 'Christmas' as we know it, has people divided in opinion.

Most people are probably just totally ignorant, but do nothing to find out more about Christmas nor even feel curious. Simply receiving presents is enough. Whenever Christmas comes, the thought of what to want next comes. What do people think of when the word Christmas is mentioned? Santa Claus. Then presents.

This thread isn't about non-Christians and Christians, nor is it about what we can do about it, just what you feel towards this intrusion of religious tradition.

Again, not meant to be any offense, it would similar to a future whereby a lot of people 'celebrate' Hari Raya, expecting gifts and such, rather than the true meaning and purpose behind it. (Although this would be unlikely, as most of us undoubtedly relate Islam to Malays, whereas Christianity to all races.)

2007-12-25T13:40:00.000+08:00

Its been a week since i last posted..

And topic of the day..? Is Christmas..

I think of it as another day.. Why? Cause i don't celebrate it..
Or either there's no presents..
But then on Christmas Eve, I has a bad feeling that Christmas would be sucky.
And all along, it was true..
I woke up and went in msn, got people complain to me about what their family did.
And i seriously think Christmas is just another ordinary day. And it was.

End of blogging part 1.. Will blog again later..

2007-12-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

Gosh.. Im back.. Performance was ok lah.. I screwed up a bit.. Couldnt reach some of the high notes and my rhythm like rubbish lah.. >.<
Then audience wanted encore encore.. Gave them 2 encores lol..
But i enjoyed Hawaii 5-O.. The gimmicks was super fun and terrific..

Left SCH at 10pm.. SCH is Singapore Conference Hall btw.. Took about 20-30 minutes ride to FTPSS.. Kept instrument and i went off 1st..
Then waited for the stupid bus cost me 20 minutes.. =\
Reach home at around 11+..

Then bathe.. Turn on computer.. I think Dil Se was a success.. I mean, we didnt get scolded or anything.. =X.. Anyway, this is my blog entry.. Buahahahaha

This is Zul saying bye bye.. XD

2007-12-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

Had a crucial, nervous, frightening last practice bfore concert..
Concert is in about 19 hours..
I repeat.. 19 hours..
Gosh.. time will fly so fast and the next thing you know.. You'll be at the concert..

Just now during rehersal, was shaking and shivering throughout.. I couldnt play loud.. It seems like as thought i have lost my voice..
It felt so so nervous and scary.. I mean, to play to nearly 1000 people..
I think i need to be moodless so i dun care about my surroundings..

And its midnight, and im still not in bed..
Come on Zul, make those scary genes go away.. =\

2007-12-17T09:41:00.000+08:00

Its 9.42am..

1 more day to Dil Se.. Under pressure.. Too many stuffs to think about.. Sigh..
Brutal, hurt, disapponted.. But I must throw my feelings away for the concert..
Must concentrate.. Band's starting at 10.45.. Going to SCH for rehersal.. Cant let my mind wonder too much..
I'll blog later..If i have the time..

2007-12-13T06:58:00.000+08:00

Ok.. Im posting a quick one..

Gonna go for a band camp from 13-15 December.. So, will kinda MIA..
Gonna miss my bed and I'll be sleeping on a sleeping bag.. =\..
So...im gonna zhao..

VIVACE FTW!!

2007-12-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. I noe I didnt update much cause I didnt have any mood..
But.. I'll try to update everyday starting from tmr yeah..
Bye bye everyone..

2007-11-30T15:21:00.000+08:00

Ok.. 1 more day to overseas trip.. 6 days in Hong Kong is gonna be a torture to me..
Date: 1-6 Dec.. Sigh, gonna miss the people, frens, and etc etc.. T.T

But, 1 question hovers in my mind.. Will I be able to be in the end of year concert..? I hope i will be..

2007-11-25T20:35:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. It's been a long time since I've post.. Thanks to my injury..
And yes, Im coming for band tomorrow.. Till what time? That i dunno...

Because my father have been complaining to my mother that i should not to go to band.. Until i said, " Im not going to play anything, I'm just going to listen."
Then after that, he give me an angry face.. Like what the fck, you think I going to kill myself is it.. I know what i should do la.. Zzz.. What sia..

I wanted to rant more.. But i wouldnt want to waste my energy typing.. Zzz...
Im gonna say byebye to my blog now.. Bye!.. O.O

2007-11-14T11:06:00.000+08:00

Yo people..

Haiz.. Typing with 1 hand sucks.. Cant type properly..
Cant even touch my trombone.. Wtf.. Dil Se is coming soon.. How to catch up.. >.<
I want to take out the bandage now.. T.T
Im stuck at home.. Pretty bored.. Ah..

2007-11-12T20:21:00.000+08:00

Ah, had band today.. Thought of going home at 10am sharp, but in the end, went back home at 12.40+ cause i dun wan to pangseh my section.. Only 2 ppl lor, plus me is 3.. x.x
Went back home earlier cause I was sick..
Then rested at home till 7+.. Bathe and here I am blogging..

P.S: Tomorrow I'm going for the arm operation.. x.x

2007-11-11T18:56:00.000+08:00

Ok.. Seldom posting coz nothing to post..

Oh, Im super bored at hom everyday..
Luckily got band so that i wont be extremely bored or something..
Zzz.. Nothing to write liao..

P.S: Arm operation in 2 days.. Hmm..

2007-11-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

Aiyah.. Im officialy sick and weak..

Sunday 05/11/2007

Went for performance at the dunno where.. Overall was ok bah, but I wanna complain..
Lemme see, the weather was so freaking hot and our shelter was like a small tentage..?
Only can cover like less then half of the band..? And oh, Mayflower Sec Sch band was there too..
But they were playing under the void deck..
Void deck = shelter.. Tentage = not shelter. >.< . Finish performance and went back to school and well, eat duh.. XD

Monday 06/11/2007

Had band.. So yeah, 2h 30 mins of sectionals.. Was slacking here and there but the slacker of the day goes to Sherman cause he never touch his instrument and was sleeping.. Sleeping i tell you..And he was sick, btw if he was sick, why didnt he go the doctor and rest at home..? Well, its his choice..After sectionals had lunch and then combine.. Played invention.. Needed to play loud and i was like out of breath.. Now, we need to play in 2.. How the hell do you play in 2..Went home and was blogging halfway until my com auto shut down.. >.<".. Damn you computerThen went sleep lor..

2007-10-30T18:18:00.000+08:00

Ah.. Specs is killing me.. 64 dollars is now dead due to the specs.. T.T
I pray for the 64 dollars so that it wont fall into bad hands.. T.T
Oh, and I look so not nice.. I not shuai hor.. >.<

Permanently wearing specs.. T.T.. Im so fugly.. Haha
I think people gonna laugh at me.. Boo hoo..
Ah, doesnt matter anyway.. XD

2007-10-29T19:35:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Feel sick..again.. Im vulnerable to sickness..
Bah.. I guess its not my day..
And new specs cost 64 dollars.. Im super broke..

Me + specs = double the uglyness..

=D

2007-10-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

Ok.. Gonna post my exam results.. Overall de...

English: 68
Malay: 58
Math: 63
Science: 69
Geography: 61
History: 57
Literature: 68
Design and Technology: 67
Home Econs: 73
Art: 55

Overall percentage: 63.9% ( B4 )

Ah, my exam results sucks.. But with moral support, Im sure I can do it next year.. Triple Math here I come..

2007-10-23T20:02:00.000+08:00

Ah, still not feeling well... Fever's got down to 38 degrees.. Its better then the previous days..
Arghh, tomorrow getting report book.. Will post my exam marks tomorrow..
Marks for me = confirm lousy.. >.<
But then, whats done is done.. Should have chiong studies bfore exams.. Kinda slack through..
Haix.. Wonder if I pass or not.. Me = failure..

Haiz.. Oh well, back to the drawing board.. T.T

2007-10-20T07:07:00.000+08:00

Ah.. Not feeling well this few days.. Headache + Fever = Disaster..
A high fever which is 39 degrees.. Just not my luck.. Haiz.. T.T
And the headache's been there for like 3 days..? Oh crap, this is so stupid..

Just a short post bah...

2007-10-16T20:28:00.000+08:00

This post has a lot of vulgarities.. So, dont read it if you dont like it...

Eh.. Fuck you lah strangers... You made my mood from good to fucking bad lah.. One thing I hate about Hari Raya is that strangers will drop by to your house saying they want to celebrate even if you dont know what or who the fuck they are...
And worse part is, they are kids... Gosh, I fucking hate them so much... _l_ strangers...
Its a good thing I never blow my top at their face... Piece of crap, ass... _l_
After they eat, they leave and waits for money.. ? This is fucking crap.. _l_

Oh, and another reason, celebrating jus bcoz you see the glittering lights of the malay houses..? Thats a fucking lame excuse.. _l_
Next time, why not i do it and destroy the lights as well..? Wouldnt that be nice...?

I dont even know why the fuck they do all this...
To get money? Cheat people? Whats their motive?
I hope that this stupid ass thing will stop...

Conclusion.. I hate strangers who visit houses... They can go and die... _l_

Enough ranting for now Zul, shut yourself up for the rest of the week...